Hero/ Heroine☺

Exhausted

2012-02-09T08:37:00.001+08:00

Every single day is like a rush for me.
With not enough sleep and all.
I swear having not enough sleep is damn terrible!

Actually blame myself for not being attentive for the first sem and this.
Now, it's so hard to even pull my GPA up cause it's accumulative.

Just ended compro and I think it want THAT bad though. Except for like MCQ which I score only like 90? Was expecting more anyway, haha.
Well, I guess that's all. &I'm very sure I'll have more to blog in the night.
Morning is always so mundane and restless. Sigh, bye! 8)

WILSON & KELLIE

2012-02-07T16:20:00.004+08:00

Yes, forget to mention about FB2's most awesome and fun ldrs.
It's really kinda hard on them to like "open" us up.
Cause humans tends to be more introvet esp w/o their friends.
They too, tried kinda hard to like "open" us up!
So, it's really great that they put in effort and make us enjoy
as much as we could, as all of us were super duper quiet and have
spilt groups during training.

All's well ends well perfect ldrs to groom this group and here it is!
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

AWESOME GREYSON

2012-02-07T16:10:00.002+08:00

We will be safe and sound.

Chingay

2012-02-07T15:44:00.005+08:00

Cause, they're the awesome people! FB2

Chingay ended like 2-3days back?
It was a saturday. It's was so awesome so fun!
Like everything is just so happening and i dont dread it.
maybe day 1 of parade a little? cause it's kinda boring.
Day2 was awesome, really hope those kids won't walk out of my life.
Although we're not REALLY that close.

Same goes for my poly friends, it's funny how people meet on the street
and became hi-bye friends now that we cannot deny the fact that we aren't close.
I hate it when things are like that. & people having that mindset:
"Moving on with life, there's more friends out there"

yeah still have plenty of friends out there.
But if everyone have that thinking where's the true ones?
Stuck with secondary school friends forever? No?

Back to Chingay, it's like in a blink of an eye everything is over.
Never had so much fun "clubbing" before in my entire life.
To be exact, JUMPING. haha
This bunch of great people come into my life and they're really awesome!
They gave me the feeling like they dont judge people and all.
Friendly and warmhearted.
It's great like hanging out with them like laughing non-stop?
To think that i'm smiling to myself now while typing this chunk of thing?

Guess i gonna talk about CHINGAY all day long like that

time when i just came back from cambodia hah!
Oh god, i'm just so grateful for every single friend of mine.

Yes, it takes two hands to clap, but I'll hold on to whatever
people that walked into my life and cherish the f/s i have with the people.
It's not that I'm that IN NEED of friend it's just i feel that
everybody needs to be cherished but if things doesn't work out and
it ended abruptly I've no say as well,
However it's fate that brought people together.
I don't use to think it that way, but well.. i guessed i've grown up? hah

heh alright love FB2! xoxo :)

Last run.

2012-02-02T17:47:00.001+08:00

I screwed this up again. At least now, I know a group of great people in my life. And I'm really thankful for tht. 😌

Wasted.

2012-02-02T17:40:00.001+08:00

A last minute phone call from z to go for ladies' night.
Being such a steady friend, I agreed to it. Haha.
Actually, not really I did consider for like an hour or so.
It was fun just that I'll prefer rebel? Different perspective haha.
Yeppp, JD's so cute! Z, yoyo and SW you guys gonna agree w me on that hahaha.
X

OFFICAL & THE UNOFFICALS

2012-01-31T20:48:00.002+08:00

Last day of Jan 2012.
This month isn't that bad to me after all.
Well, its how i look at it and if i want to be happy or not.
But no kidding this month so far is good to me.
I might not really SHOW it out but i'm really contented.
&trying very hard to be contented.
Be it my looks, wealth and all.
I do have have the best looks neither nor i'm a richkid.
But the people around me is making me feel like
i'm the prettiest and richest abit no link buttttt
not 'pretty' as in 'pretty' like idk how to sayyyyy oh well :/
Chinese new year, the Yu shen is just fantastic!.
&this year's CNY is like the best one for me.
There's also part that make me sad, mad and all.
However, the good part cover it all :)
Good deed do come back to you they do.
DO MORE GOOD STUFF YAWWWWH! x

Fruitful day.

2012-01-30T00:22:00.004+08:00

FRUITFUL NEW YEAR Happy New Year once again!
i had a fruitful one this year, there isn't much visiting
but it's a blast to spend it with your close friends and family.
Went training yesterday and those kids are like "how much angpao $ you got?"
Its just so cute i mean now that i've grown up,
angpao $ doesn't really matters that much.
Now, my age i guess people are more of
"how much money you win/lose while gambling" haha.

29/1, Sir's birthday.
Happybirthday sir! doubt he'll see it doesnt really matter anw.
I'm just really grateful that i've a sir like him.
That is so nice to his students being so caring to all the students.
Although there isn't alot of us but 50plus is alot to like care for everyone
is really quite impossible but he did give in his best shot to.
Also, always trying his best and train us up to achieve what we want.
Balancing with tkd and his work. Awwwwwh, although he's annoying sometimes
with his "JOKES" haha but i've to admit that it's really funny at times.
BUT, still annoying hahaha. Well, what really matters is his love for the club.
I sound like i'm bootlickin' but it's birthday anyway 1year1time haha.
X

coincidence

2012-01-26T23:56:00.001+08:00

Im still so concern. What I found out while trying to find ec's prof hahah :/

CHINESE NEW YEAR!

2012-01-26T19:24:00.002+08:00

hasnt been blogging alot due to my hectice schdule.
actually i'm not that busy just really lazy.
haha it's chinese new year!!! yay,
yep didn't visit alot of houses but i still did
and it's really fun but not that happening for me this year!
It's really early this year.
So much work to do so little time,
actually it isnt just i'm really lazt to..... heheh
bye! xoxo

Where ideas go wild

2012-01-20T09:02:00.003+08:00

Jumpstart Challenge;
HAPPYBIRTHDAY WEIJING! X
10weeks of lesson and it's finally over.
Ended nicely i guess its just that i screwed up the presentation part.
Still feeling kinda remorseful about it.
But really, the people i know there are also really nice.
Be it my group members or the lecturer all are fantastic!
Poly life is really not for me i don't really have friends there
I mean there are but I'm just not really good with them and all.
So sometimes it's kinda hard for me to clique well with them.
Not forgetting YEPmates, IS and classmates,
But this group of friends really i really hope all of us will
continue to contact one another and stay like this!
I mean we aren't REALLY close but i'm so grateful i get to know them all! :)
Still feelin' kinda bad not noticing that it's WeiJing's b'day
and that girl didnt make any noise about it tskkkk.
Dear girl, although idk you really well.
But from what i see you're a really nice friend and i'm really grateful!
I really hope next time or so we can play netball tgt hehe.
Hopefully you have a blast today and enjoy yourself to the fullest! hehe. x
What a friendddddd i am. Regretted rushing off so quickly yesterday.
Oh well for least i'm a happy girl for now, hehe.
x

CNY

2012-01-19T18:00:00.001+08:00

Uncle called today, asking if I wanna spend new year in Indonesia. I've never celebrated it there before hence I wanna go there so bad! Yes, I'll be having another long holiday during feb but I guess most of the time will be occupied by work? I'm now jobless but I'll definitely get a job during this long holiday! Hehe.
However there's so much school works and all and if I be like Wu and bring my stuff back I doubt I'll do it anyway.
Damn, bad time management :(
Talking about time management had so much fun w my IJ group mates today but... I screwed the presentation :( oh well, it's over. So remorseful now.
Bottom line: spending CNY at indo! Please pray hard that mum let me miss reunion dinner &allow hehe soo lookin' forward to it! ^^

MAHJONG.

2012-01-15T22:30:00.001+08:00

MJ sessions w the girls it's like a mini meet up as well, ages since this few of us gathered together except for the other fews that weren't present. Time seriously passes damn fast whenever I'm with them, crapping. Not only that also during netball. Man, I miss those times!
Sarah passed me a letter she wrote yesterday. Well I'm glad all these shit is over now and yep we both are hot-headed at that time and yes glad both of us realized our mistakes and misses each other. It's funny how we reconciled so quickly and there wasn't any barrier. I mean it's different from what I thought.
Lesson learnt, cherish those people around you and don't say things on impulse. Cause when you're all cooled down and time goes by the sun will shine once again. Not everybody is forgiving like Sarah. I'm grateful for having such good friends around me. Not only Sarah, all the other girls as well. So so so grateful. Who isn't? ☺

19

2012-01-13T07:57:00.003+08:00

Stepping into year 2012 where my age increases from 18 to 19.
It's nothing big, but I'm probably a more grown up teenager now? Probably a young adult? I miss my my classmates so bad. The fun we had together and the quarrels and stuff like that. I'm not being all emo here just reminiscing those moments. In a blink of an eye I'm 19. The day when I stepped into outram making the teachers mad, fighting w random people, getting into trouble seemed like yesterday. It's not something to be proud of but somehow that 'harsh' me i do miss it not the guts, the fun I had. Poly life isn't for me. Not being happy at all in this school. #foreveralone eh?
What to do...... At least I still have people around me keeping me sane and happy im really grateful ive you guys by my side thou poly life had been really bad to me. Thanks lovers, x

Hovered.

2012-01-13T07:57:00.001+08:00

Having that thought that this shit will be over soon, it's like a nightmare to me. A real terrible one. Please let it be over soon.

Back to business.
Had dance class yesterday and was spilt into groups. Well, I'd guess all 5of us are awkward w each other. Well, someONE has to open up and bond everybody. If not we'll always be awkward w each other haha.
IJ wasn't that bad to me after all. Well, I'll just have to say my IJ group is fantastic hehe.
Also met some girls and went to shop around town area so good to see them! For those who aren't present I'll be expecting y'guys to turn up next outing hahah &my 5/1mates when are we meeting :(
x

Exhaust.

2012-01-11T07:20:00.001+08:00

I'm so tired that I don't even feel like going training later. My eyelids are so heavy and I just feel like resting my body for a long long time. Assignments are coming in endlessly. Sometimes i myself is thinking do I even have time for tkd? I hate to stop this sport. However, time is not enough for me. There's definitely time for it but I'm just too selfish I want the time for me to lay down and rest. I want a slow paced life. I'm so tired, tired of life and every other thing else.
I better stop complaining ive to grow up. This is life yawwwwh. x

Ka-ching

2012-01-10T23:44:00.001+08:00

So sick of financial problems.
I just wanna sleep peacefully.

Best of both worlds.

2012-01-09T17:16:00.003+08:00

Sunday: first Sunday of 2012, it was a blast. Had so much fun I hadn't had for ages!
Well, all thanks to Duncan for organizing it w the two kids! Went to play w water and followed by L4D2.
Saturday: cousin's POP. Heartwarming happy and also a blast. After that for chingay briefing and ice breaking game for different groups..... So I kinda overdressed to ECP. Karma uh, used to laugh at people for overdressing to ECP. Well thank god I endured the whole journey anyway.
2012 isn't that bad to me after all. Actually theres isnt any changes but I guess it's just the group of friends I had keeping me sane and a more positive thinking of mine! So yeppp, goodbye lovers and all the bez to people taking 'o's tmrw! x

Babies.

2012-01-03T23:47:00.001+08:00

Reminiscing the times I spent in Cambodia. Idk why but i miss those times, a lot. Very much.
I tell myself I must go back there this year. Idk if I've the ability to.
It's a promise to myself. Cause i miss those babies so bad!
First day of school was tiring,
I'll get used to it right? Training tmrw so lookin' forward to it!
Fatgirl signing off bye, x.

New year

2012-01-02T22:00:00.002+08:00

Its probably 'Just another day'
But who knows? It might be a new beginning for some people.
stepping into 2012, i'll just have to say i've grown up more?
For me, it's something new a new starting.
Putting all the grudges behind.
I've no say if people continue to hate me, it's them.
I've no say if people continue to talk bad about me, it's their mouth.
For a moment i might be all optimistic but who knows if i'll be all emo awhile later.
I did a lot of thinking it's like no point holding on and harping on stuff that is irrelevant
I mean what we wanted is simple, to be happy.
For what care so much and make myself unhappy and sad?
Positive thinking.
At least i know for now, i'm feeling neutral. hehe
x

3rdies.

2011-12-30T14:52:00.003+08:00

Hi! 3rd post for the day.
because there's so many overdued stuff coming up.
So this is gonna be about X'mas
Actual day 25th that we went Overtime then Powerhse.
Before that was steamboat at jes, i was soo awkward.
k better not talk about it that girl's house is niceeee!
So on 25th, THE DRUNKARDS.
hahah x

Emotions

2011-12-30T14:02:00.002+08:00

I'm quite unsure of how i'm feeling now.
i just feel like a joke but i'm not exactly sad?
Idk if i'm always cracking joke to make myself feel happy or what.
But those laughter i had with my friends are not fake leh.
Not those lame shit fake smile to cover your sadness.
Cause those joke are like just come like that whatsapp-ing the girls
bth too funny alr hahaha, cannot tank one no joke.
It just felt scary and also, like joke ah.
But to be really frank ah, i'm not sad.
Maybe few days later? cause quite impossible to not feel sad leh.
makes no sense right?
But if i'm like sad after a few more days my brain like functioning slow ah.
i really don't get it sia no joke.
But i'm sad cause school's starting soon whaaa dread.
alrightys bye!
x

Flying Swords Of Dragon Gate

2011-12-30T13:57:00.004+08:00

A super last minute decision yesterday with all my steady mates.
At first some random ppl called and ask to go for movie,
"The darkest hour" The thriller looked quite scary so we decided to change show.
&what i got was The darkest hour or sua. -.-
Obviously we aren't dogs or what, skipped that.
Watched Flying swords of dragon gate.
Man, the show is awesomeeee! gonna watch it the 2hrs in the cinema is hella worth it.
Hahah pls tell me why my friends are so steady? Gosh, love them so.
x

Allow me.

2011-12-28T23:03:00.002+08:00

Got busteddddd! its like Karma srsly no joke sia.

Like really, but i really like the process it's fun lahhh haha.

okay enough of this today had training like finally,

after x'mas and it was fantastic! tiring but tank-ed it.

Went out with cousins on monday, when to ecp.

hopefully i burnt some fats this week? hahah

School's reopening soon dreading it.

Others are like lookin' forward to it. I'm weird.

&omg go watch the news so happening! i swearrrr.

hahaha okay i've no idea what to blog about alr no feel.

buhhhhbye x

Xmas

2011-12-26T12:41:00.003+08:00

Spent christmas at zouk.

The 40$ is hella worth it hahah.

i enjoyed myself w the girls!

&thankyou sw soooo much for joining me.

You've no idea how grateful i am.

Also, eva, yol, yihan etc.

Had a blast that night i hope you guys too.

Love you people soooo much!

&yessss phuture is damn funnnnn hahahhah.

Ciaooo~

X'mas is over & i'm missin' it alr.

Hope.

2011-12-23T02:02:00.001+08:00

This patch of grass.
It's just a simple patch of grass but from it what do you see?
Just a patch of grass?
Have you ever put yourself in their shoes? I know it sounds stupid. But no? Who did?
Further elaborating it this patch of grass. They're growing like man's hair.
However they're very much neglected.
They see hope when there's sunlight. They're strong. Stronger than any man.
Setbacks and all they stood there still.
They couldn't run away from it even if they wanted to. They have to face it. They need to.
So why bother with giving up in life when it's beautiful like that?
Why is there sadness?

Mum's b'day!

2011-12-20T23:56:00.001+08:00

Yes, her ic stated today and it was all wrong(according to my aunt)
It's actually 30nov. So its kinda like a belated to her.
Well thank god she's happy and I know she enjoyed herself! Hehe
Also thank you for coming cousin!
You're a great helppp :)
Love y'all soooo much!
Idk how to actually say it in words.
So blogged to say how thankful I am to have you as my cousin and also how grateful I am! Sooo yep thanks
A millllionnnn xo and mummy happy belated birthday, 我爱你 :)

The fattest leg.

2011-12-19T23:44:00.001+08:00

I've decided to upload this pix to remind myself and also
To people that actually read my blog know how fat I am.
Cause what's sad and the fact that im not those 'acceptable' or 'skinny' type of girl.
Yes, I'm obese. &here's the prove just look at my legs compared to the other girls.
I mean who would like to say themself fat or things like that.
Who wants to be fat? Still proud of it? No one.
That explains the complaining.
I didn't edit it, I hope I did.
It's a bloody fact gosh, I btr do smthg about it.
Fat GIRL.
x

Favorite time of the year.

2011-12-19T08:42:00.001+08:00

Celebrated x'mas early w club
&everything went really smoothly!
Took some pics w my favorite boy
Like finally huh. He's really some qt☺
Enjoyed everything they've planned 4us. Be the the game, food and every little thing.
I'm so grateful to have this team.
Ummm so grateful :)

Me

2011-12-17T02:16:00.003+08:00

It's all about me cause i like to eat bananas.

Fats conquering

2011-12-17T00:40:00.002+08:00

Inferior complex
I'm already uglier than those normal girls, still fat.
Taller than normal girls, still fat.
hair more screwed than other girls, still fat.
&This environment, this space i stay in
isn't the normal place? & it's really difficult for me i mean i dk how to
explain it here in details but today was just a lie.
&i srsly don't feel good about it.
Cause it was redundant for me to like lie? idk.
However, i'm safe home. Thanks Fran &bro.
Well, all the best in your r/s 19yr old evergreen :)
x

Google

2011-12-14T10:45:00.002+08:00

Currently at schl's library now.
deleted my previous post cause it's way too boring?
I mean its all about studies, buey sian meh.
I also sian.
Well, i went to google about some stuff,
about a girl texting a guy and he, doesnt reply/ initiate.
well, both of the article stated if he doesnt reply or initiate
it just shows that he's not that into you.
You should move on. so yeah move on! bye
x

With, without

2011-12-12T22:27:00.001+08:00

Can't wait for christmas to arrive.
It'll be a total dream come true if you text.

maybe

2011-12-12T14:25:00.001+08:00

Maybe.. it's just me thinking too much?
Maybe it's just a casual question.
Maybe it isnt that indepth.
ah whatever what is done is done.
Let's just all forget it.
Cause i believe what is meant to be is meant to be.

I ain't mad.

2011-12-12T02:42:00.001+08:00

It's just part of me feel scared cause
I'm so in love with my club now.
I mean it's like my second home to me.
The people there and all became so precious to me haha.
It's just mixed feelings that it come and go easily.
Probably I'll see things more openly next time.
I don't want to lose it anyhow.
Still a happy girl for me.
Wish me to be a happy girl forever cause I don't wanna be sad.
December pls pls pls be nice to me.
x

Welcome Back

2011-12-10T10:12:00.002+08:00

Was actually still kinda unhappy w some stuff in tkd.
However i'm kinda happy today and am kinda crazy lol.
Sooo, i guess i'm back?
Not that emo-loh sad ass bitch anymore?
Hahah crush is still being really courteous to me.
Yep! thanks ryan for uploading the pix saved mahlife lol.
&I guess this is how thing works hahah.
Reconciliation with people. I used to 'ignore'
Its always better to have more friends than enemy isnt it?
Life, there's always more things to come by i guess.
Hope I'll be a happy girl and things to go on smoothly
and gr8 for me. I guess the eclispe moon is a good omen thou hah.
K, my paranoia again.
Well, i guess there's nthg for me to blog about again.
In a nutshell, i shouldn't ignore those innocent people
that have link w h8er hahah just h8er alone will do.
P.S iluvhendersontkd,
x

Don't go away - By2

2011-12-09T10:23:00.003+08:00

I'm not going through this.
I mean r/s breakups and stuff like that.
Just find this song nice and... relaxing?
But its strictly not recommanded when you're gg through
breakup or sad hahaha.
Am pissed and jealous the whole day today.
hahah blame myself, backside itchy go stalk fb lol.
k i better get back to work.
x

Teach me how to doughie

2011-12-09T01:20:00.001+08:00

Had dance class today.
Met s and w today.
I mean yesterday.
Am probably counted as a happy girl for now.
Except for my fat face and unfinished work.
Can't wait for holidays to come srsly CAN'T WAIT!
x

REWARD

2011-12-08T18:03:00.001+08:00

I'm currently in the sch's lib myself.
Really proud of myself for being so attentive finally.
however I ain't really studying as you can see I'm actually blogging now.
Well, I need a little rest haha.

Yes, I gonna finish up my assignments and online tutorials asap.
Cause I told myself if I finish it all I get to reward myself.
By texting EYECANY!! Hehe
But he will reply or not is another thing.
Really scared that it'll affect me thou.

Haven't eat anything since morning.
Proud! ☺
however with my tummy grumbling is really embarrassing cause..
Library is a really quiet space.
So I btr complete it and head out for dinner! Alright toodles don't miss moiiii
x

CLASSMATES

2011-12-08T11:29:00.003+08:00

This group,
Having the least quarrels at least for now.
Probably cause we didn't get to hang out as often?
We all have our own busy life and i appreciate for you
guy's effort to meet up and hang out tgt.

Who wouldn't be thankful for that? :)
There's a small quarrel recently(not so recent)
At whatsapp, Y and J.
&You guys too, shouted at public cr8ing public nuisance lol
K i'm kidding.
I was so worried and kinda mixed feeling
cause S and i also quarreled like that.
So i'm like DAMN WHATSAPP. Hahaha but I'm glad you guys
gave way apologised and all alright now.

So, i believe that our f/s have more to come
& Still counting on regardless of race eh?
hahha.

HENDERSON TKD

2011-12-08T11:23:00.002+08:00

I once told myself i didn't regret joining.
I used to be so happy there.
What's happening to me now?

Suddenly, i felt so unappreaciated and left out.
I mean we are all humans who'd love to feel it that way?
I have no idea why am i feeling like that.
Probably just cause too much things had been happening to me
&That period when i needed more attention.

I'll be fine soon. Real fine if i keep a distance.
&be back one track real soon.
Gonna stop training and join it back during
Jan or smthg, since i'm not gg for grading haha.

FRIENDS

2011-12-08T10:49:00.004+08:00

FOR YOU ALL :)

Well, everybody have different groups of friend.
Some have really big group of them.
Some only afew. Once, this Lecturer told me
when people get older they're social circle will shrink.
People really do come and go easily.
Still will have friends but not true ones.

I once told myself after the quarrel with S
I said i won't talk to her ever again cause she's really rude.
Well, she probably have her reasons for it.
Maybe she wasnt at the best of mood that day,
Probably we've been hanging out kinda often that time.
Hence we're like sisters and quarrel real often. Like siblings.

Left them alone and i still do miss them.
Up til now, even S i do miss them all of them.
Being friends we shouldnt just walk away like that.
5years? I'm saying forget it, but i'm still hanging on
cause now, i want this f/s back so bad.
I know now, i'm all cool-ed down.
At the very least she tolerated me for 5years.

I told some of my friends what happened,
i'm ranting i'm mad. They're like
"meiling you're in the wrong,
You're definitely having pms that day."
Thats something i doesnt want to hear, that period
i want them to criticise her with me, but nope not now.
Probably i'm enlightened or smthg haha.

As for netball camp, i'm mad why i wasn't informed?
However, if you quarrel with the person,
you wouldnt ask her along cause it's damn awkward right?
For others they probably wouldn't want to call me
cause all of us would be caught in a very awkward situation.

I'm not blogging all this shit for you all to come and talk to me.
I think i will talk to you guys someday, real soon.
Cause i miss you guys so bad.
Its not that i've repent of what
I'm still a teenager of cause i'll be childish and LAME
to unfollow you all from twitter, J.
Just that i cherish you guys.
We do have happy moments right?

Its how our brain works, it tends to rmb those bad,
sad and awful moments real well compared to those happy ones.
That's why there is so little people that are optimistic nowadays.
Esp in a rush city like Sg,
Well, i'll be having my hols soon and i hope that i'll have the chance
to hang out with you girls.
Looks like i'm really enlightened haha.

Lust

2011-12-06T23:24:00.007+08:00

Black.

Hi december!
had been kinda busy nowadays,
esp my poison affecting me haha.
Will be having CT next week, after that holiday
then.. CHRISTMAS! so hyped up for it! teehee!
A song before i sign off, do hear it!
x

All this talking to you
I don't know what I'm to do
I don't know where you stand
What's inside of your head

All this thinkin' of you
Is that what you're doing too
You're always on my mind
I talk about you all of the time

Don't waste another day
Don't waste another minute
I can't wait to see your face
Just to show you how much I'm in it

So open up your heart
Help me understand
Please tell me who you are
So I can show you who I am

You're just standing by
You're just wasting time
Why don't you just tell me the truth
About me and you

And as the time goes by
I hope you realize
If you ask me to
I just might be with you

So don't waste another day
Don't waste another minute
I can't wait to see your face
Just to show you how much I'm in it

Open up your heart
Help me understand
Please tell me who you are
So I can show you who I am

Stop standing there Standing there
And stop acting like you don't care
Stop being scared Being scared
Stop acting like you don't care

Open up your heart
Help me understand
Please tell me who you are
So I can show you who I am
Who I am Who I am Who I am

Life.

2011-12-06T21:06:00.001+08:00

Life isn't that hectic if you do it slowly.

December

2011-12-05T21:58:00.004+08:00

Hi people its 10:00pm at night.
Guess what i've been laughing at what z and gl
gr8advices over whatsapp.
I swear the 2 of them are r/s experts esp z.
Not to forget ws for encourging me to start talking to him heh.
So, i guess 5th day of dec isn't that bad to me as well?
However if the other girls were here to help me how nice haha.
btr not ask for soo much. &
yes, i asked to exchange no it's me first time!!!!
gosh, can any girls that experienced this before imagine that?
I'm soo soo brave. A round of applause for me? hahah bye lovers, x

Flowers

2011-12-05T13:28:00.002+08:00

So tempted to go and talk to eyecandy.
Like that i'll be an irritant :(
Enough of flower-eating.
==================
Watched breaking dawn yesterday
&yes, it's a really nice show, bella is pretty &jacob is handsome.
(although there's srsly alot of kiss-scene)
Can totally feel the love. hahah,
talked to eyecandy yesterday via- fb msg hehe.
So not used to it when lt's not w me when i'm crazy over some guy.
Well, i'll get used to it soon though.
so much work to be accomplish i swear i'm damn lazy to do it.
i'm like some despo fucking woman for some reason lol.
fine, i'll end it here buh-bye lovers, xo

Looks.

2011-12-04T12:29:00.003+08:00

guess me not pretty enough for you to say hi to me.

2011-12-04T12:29:00.002+08:00

guess me not pretty enough for you to say hi to me.

2011-12-04T12:29:00.001+08:00

guess me not pretty enough for you to say hi to me.

2011-12-03T22:26:00.002+08:00

3rd post for 3rd dec haha
Demo performaces, so motivated to do well.
Hahah munching all my favourite food
Guess i'm counted a happy girl like that?
December is still very nice to me.
Thankyou, i better not say too much its onluy
the starting, however it started out well.
Please, be nice to me :)
bye lovers, x
feelin' good!

2011-12-03T01:50:00.003+08:00

Irresistable.

2nd day of dec hasn't been that bad to me.
just that i forgotten to bring my sports shoe and was left alone.
i mean haha i forget to bring it myself,
who am i to blame it on somebody else.
At least i went to nyp's lib to read
some books and had a really good laugh.
However some issues are still bothering me.
Awhile i feel like talking to Sarah, awhile later no.
Gl whatsapped, so much things happened.
Well, i'm glad we get to talk normally and funnily in whatsapp.
hahha that girl is sure crappy.

Friendship
To me, at times like this its still important to me.
However its hard to just U-turn like that and
trust a person all over again.
I mean i admit i still miss the girls but who am i to miss now?
Friendship is something special.
So special that it allow people among people
gain mutual trusts and understandings.
Is it really how it is like?

Training.
It was indeed one tiring one however its fun.
JJ maam's training is always fun haha.
Really enjoyed it alot however aftr that head to S11
&had some korean BBQgrill fish&rice, sooo
carbo is back and more than ever(as usual)

Studies.
Next friday have to head back to school for makeup lessons.
Dread of it CT is coming up and i really need this.
My gpa is way too low that anyone would be panicky
if they have this kind of result.
Well, i just have to buck uppppp,
kkkkk ACTIONS.

Inferior.
More inferior than ever i dont know why
suddenly i'm so concerned,
Wanted to get my black belt soooo badly.
Suddenly i felt it wasn't the right place for me anymore.
Dont know how to explain myself but it just feel so bad.
I was so close, maybe not that close but
I still cannot believe that i actually didnt get it right.
that's probably one of the worst thing that is happening to me right now.
Those words are just plain hurting probably I'm thinking too much.
nowadays been really paranoid.
So, when you're talking to me, please pardon me.
Bye lovers, love you all creatures x.

2011-12-01T23:39:00.002+08:00

Loo's birthday.
Hi dear happy birthday!
Hope you really did enjoyed yourself today with
what we've did for you & also did get surprized,
since you know what we are coming up for you haha.
1year older, to me you're still childish leh!
hahah, sry for not doing a birthday card for you :(
really feel vremorseful about that,
But really i thank god for having such a gr8 friend like you.
Reaaaaalyyyy :) hehehe loveyou!
xoxo

2011-11-28T13:09:00.004+08:00

[UPDATED] A WORDY FATTY

Hi! this post gonna be a real long one,
so its about, what im going through how i REALLY feel
It's kept inside me so long way too long.
i gonna explode anytime soon.
Satisfying everybody needs wanting them to like me
-boot licking mode turned on-
trying so hard to be happy.
At this rate, the number of people i h8 are just increasing.

I used to be damn thankful for the people god gave to me around me.
I used to say this " Doesn't matter if the whole world
turn me down, i thank god for the awesome friends he gave me
& the fact that they're there for me."
No its not like that, f/s is so fragile that words itself
can destroy it easily. Way too easily what's
the happy moments we had together before? It merely became thrash.
Cause they all aren't even there for me in the first place
If they are, where are them now? No where.
I've just became a mockery and a joke of my life. haha
I mean not all, still thankful I do have a bunch that actually
understand me and take my craps thou MY POLLUTANTS&YEPMATES!...
I'm just referrring mostly to the netballers.
Cause... used to be quite close what.

Firstly, Np Judo then those netballers, my current classmates,
now, hendersontkd.
Actually all these people had also already stopped talking to me.
Left with my family, pollutants and not forgetting yepmates :)
& of course some poly hi-bye friends that are really sweet.
Today when im alone, ashiq and firdaus miraculously appeared.
Clutched in their smart casual attire really vsonghaaa! haha
always feel so good seeing the two fatties :)
Well, i'm like usually alone, actually most of the time.
soooo quite nice to bully thou. haha,
come & give me a bitch slap and laugh at me.

Today,
cannot blame those who doesnt know that
i dont bring my phone to school.
Cause its really kinda like a distraction to me.
I mean who doesnt play with his/her smart phone 24/7 now.
With the advanced technology, twitter and all.
So i kinda replied l8 &
what i got was "contacting you is a pain"
maybe it's just merely a remark,
but it just came like that. (I'm not blaming i swear)
I guess i'm really disastrous and annonying.
Just, wrong timing. Not feeling really good nowadays.
I know i'm a really bad human. Probably worst than an animal...
I dont like it myself when
my feeling is written so clearly all over my face.
i wish i can master poker face, so people won't
be able to read you so easily like a book.
I wouldn't be like a joke and be happy all the time.
Then, I won't be a nuisance and an irritant to people.
cause I'm like that, a stupid and annonying bitch.

Well, i've come to a decision that god is
now making my life difficult for me.
& yes, i can endure this, but the fact is I CAN'TTTTTTT!
I'm not going for blackbelt and that's that.
Ignore my previous posts cause it's just me bullshitting.
I believe some people that see my previous posts must be like
"Haha that joke, she's nuts. She think she can go black belt. LOL"
Yes i couldn't cannot even pass pre-grading. LOL still think of
going for the real thing and waste my parent's hard earn $.
I know it's hard, but i will endure it all these shit.

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TURTLE EATING STRAWBERRY.
However... MY FAMILY, POLLUTANTS AND LOOCHINYI HAHAHHA
I GONNA BE A NUISANCE TO YOU GUYS CAUSE I KNOW YOU ALL LOVE ME
NO MATTER WHAT KIND OF MONSTER I'VE BECOME HA-HA-HA!
k I'm crazy, tell me I'll be fine soon. I will right?
hehe bye yoyos, x

P.S. I dont need sympathy neither nor i want to attract attention.
I'm just frankly saying how i feel about myself.
That's that, It's fine if you guys wanna judge.
However for a loner kid like me hahah go ahead,
JUDGE ME :)

2011-11-27T18:47:00.004+08:00

Iphone4s yes, you guys aren't dreaming/blind/ whatsoever, its blur hahah
currently at cuzzie's hse.
a space where i keep laughing non-stop
cause of their i swear damn stupid actions
and brainless(not really) comments and stuff like that.
Never been so grateful that i've cousins like that
they're srsly the best i ever had.
criticising people i hate together with me
&also listening to all the juicy gossips i have
asking how's henderson & laughing at how gay shaun is
whaaa lagi bez siolz lol.
Also, giving some nonsenscial comments.
Making a huge fuss when they see my oh-so-tan bro.
hahah reaction, priceless. hahah
hi can you all imagine im smiling while posting this.
cause somehow i just thought of some nonsense they said just now
hahha k thats damn stupid, &this qt here just keep
coming into the room and mock/spot-check if im doing my work.
okay can... hahha cute thou.
srsly, the best i ever had hehe.
well, just love my family so so so much :) heh
bye lovers, x

2011-11-27T11:15:00.003+08:00

Henderson
Its like a part of my life.
became a part of me.
something for me to be involved in
showing care & concern
including you in things they're doing.
Not forcing you if you doesn't want to.
A TEAM.
who wouldn't be glad if people like them are by your side?
Lcy asked if you're given a second chance to start this
all over again, will you join tkd again?
Probably in the past i'll be like hell no.
Regret a thousand times. But now no,
my answer is yes, i'll join it again.
Wont regret it and never will anymore.
Hopefully, in the future it'll stay the same like that.
Please, dont make me change my mindset again.

2011-11-26T23:31:00.000+08:00

FAMILY

THE BEST I EVER HAD.

2011-11-26T23:08:00.002+08:00

Sick bird

Was feeling super unwell after getting drenched
on thursday? Having running nose and stuff like that.
Am perfectly fine and still able to run and jump haha
today's training was a enjoyable one.
Really like deputy head coach's training of course sir's one as well!
well, failed my mock grading(again)
Guess i wouldn't be able to make it anyway
after staying in black tip for like a year? time really passes very fast.
i've been in tkd for approximately 3years or so.
that's probably the reason why i love them so much hahah.
Life will get btr right? so what if I'm all alone i know it'll be good to me when the time comes.
heheh bye lovers, x

2011-11-24T10:42:00.004+08:00

My contradicting thoughts.

k hi that previous post was actually..
kinda.. redundant lol.
however i had soooo much fun during training yesterday night.
although it make me ache allll overrrrr :(
but its still fun fun fun!
heheh chatted w lcy otp for more than a hour yesterday
although most of the time she's concentrating on her work.
haha but its cool, so i got really bored and texted random people.
Cool yeah? hehe omg cant w8 for christmas! hehe.
bye honeys, x

2011-11-24T10:24:00.004+08:00

You're beautiful.

At a time like this,
life isn't that bad to me afterall thinking in another
perception in another angle.
what god had really given me the something else and stuff like that.
that quarrel made me realise how much i meant to them.
&how much they mean to me.
So what if I'm feeling all fucked up being this mad.
So what if this friendship meant alot to me?
its not like the end of the world
&im still able to laugh and smile like that.
Yes, i tell people 6years down the drain its worth it.
But deep inside im like HELL its not worth it at all.
I want my friends back. But nope, not now, not anymore.
I've come to accept the fact that people do come and go easily.
It all slowly wont matter to me anymore.
Since i won't even get to see them anymore, why still hang on?
I've more gr8er people in my life.
So why bother? :)
BUHBYE lovers, x

2011-11-23T16:15:00.003+08:00

benzy's big day :) belateddddd post! 22/11/2011 tuesday
Happybirthday benzy!
i'm so sry it was just sooo last minute
and we couldnt make it big or smthg.
you seemed really unhappy & i believe the 1st reaction
will be the most genuine one
dont try to fool us or what okay honey.
however i do hope that you have a gr8 one yesterday
with your girl, i believe her surprise for you is way btr than ours :)
18 alr! legal to go crubbing w clubber meng and
hopefully you're more matured alr hehe.
Hope you do well in your UT and everything you do!!
Love you! xoxo

2011-11-23T16:12:00.003+08:00

lookin' forward

counting down to christmas.
so lookin' forward to it!
had spent the whole time in school til now.
having the ''e-learning'' shit.
&classmates are being realllly playful
somehow.oh well, can't blame the guys for being like that.
&lecuture is just ''going through'' chapt5
as if everybody's listening to him :/
oh wellll, slept at 9:18pm yesterday! &still tired!
training tonight so lookin' forward to it!
space for pattern and train sparring for my black.
determined smile* >:) hehe alrighty
bye lovers, x

2011-11-21T13:55:00.005+08:00

living in self-denial

was boogeying on gmarket and this dress caught my eye.
but its weird if i wear it to schl or smthg.
&pq's like for clubbing?
Eh its like a perfect dress to club for a first timer like me
if i really go there. haha
however i know myself well that my thigh is fugly
&full of fats so... its not suitable for me.
&who doesnt know that im goddamn conservative
so i'll be a total werido if i wore this right? haha
buy alr also waste $. sigh.. if i'm skinner :/
the models can present this dress so nicely!
if its on me it'll be like piles of obvious fats. Ew
However i dont club often so how many times can i wear this?
fineeeeeee. Bye lovers, x :*

2011-11-20T16:45:00.002+08:00

back to fairytail.
sunday, watching my fav anime.
hasn't been training for pattern as well as others.
eg, memorizing pledge and doing hwks.
lazy lazy sunday.
&today, dad's back keep my mind at ease now finally!
hehehe happyhappyhappy alrightttttt.
hahaha gonna go off here bye lovers, x

2011-11-19T12:24:00.002+08:00

something for me to have a real hard laugh.

yesterday, sir was being REALLY crappy.
and he made up a full loads of bullshit(as usual)
really made all of us laugh soooo hard.
making fun of everyone of us and
crappy with his beliefs on horoscope like srslllyyyy
he's like saying out horoscope's strength and weaknesses.
so when it come to his, he's like aquarius strength:indenpendent blahblahblah ETC.
weakness:..... EH BLANK. k made me laugh rly hard i sw34r ha.
&that cherlyn dear, im not even mad at you or whatsoever!
in fact i love you guys! soooo no worries kkkk! ^^
hehehe k i btr go and study and do MOL urggggh
bye lovers once again, x

2011-11-19T12:08:00.005+08:00

Last friday night.
was fantastic, until i saw some tweets & really la.
very turned off became damn unbalance and whatsapped
mermaid. Really cannot quite control myself nowadays.
damnnnn unbalance damnnnn no confidence.
self esteem 0.
however training & gym was fantastic hehe.
Am quite embarassed cause im like a girl and.. fat and weak.
so 'm kinda like a joke haha.
lookin' forward to training at 4! :)
&yes i saw the real melvin see ystd and he followed me on twitter.
made a big gaga out of myself i thought the other melvin see was him
whhaaaa damn joke hahah.
bye lovers, x
&thanks mermaid.

2011-11-18T09:20:00.007+08:00

this point of life.

where everything seemed so crazy,
so overwhelmed, in the midst of probably going bersek.
not being able to be rational and think properly.
being paranoid, jealousy and not able to control myself.
to the point that everyone is a hater.
feel like just killing everybody.
is this angst? or its just me?
why am i being like this?
but there's always smthg for me to look forward to,
training &gymming w flowerboys and sir ;) yipee.
im not gonna go in for some running i gonna GYM.
To build muscles to make me happier &stronger.
E.g lifting weight HA. bye lovers, x

2011-11-16T10:10:00.003+08:00

Danza
my pics are really limitedddddd. pardon me for that :/
E-learning week next week.
piles of hwks and quizes come in like free one only.
pract test and all ahhhh, kill me.
having so much evil thoughts whenever i have my free time.
damn, i'm really like an evil person
thank god i don't smirk to myself like some psychotic asshole.
whatsapp-ing the pollutedkids really made my day. haha
they're super funny , qt and lovely.
hahaha really dont know what to do without you guys by my side.
gonna go off to do some c-programming urrrgh,
bye lovers, x

2011-11-15T17:23:00.005+08:00

i'm so damn lazy to study frankly.
all clean and finished all the houseworks, wooo
school's not so dready nowadays.
been not so bad to me hahah. Sunday was still fantastic! daBEZ
Meimei's b'day, 12/11/2011!
happybirthday dear, sry for this supaa l8 post haha
doubt you'll see it anyway. I really love you!
You're srsly like a sister to me although at times i ACT
like im more childish than you do hahah supp 14 alr! damn young.
cherish it dear cherish it haha.
this little thing always try to make me feel btr.
Make me feel less inferior more confident.
Always accompanying me when i feel left out its like,
she can see how i feel and stuff like that talking to me like an adult.
hahah so qt, really glad that we can be so close like how we are today
really love you soooo much meimeiloo :)! dont know how to thankyou enough.
grateful to god that i've know a little thing like you,
sometimes you're like a friend to me NO AGE GAP. haha
although it might sound kinda weird... but really hahah me love you dear! ^^
haha anw gonna go zouk and shake this wed haha who's w me?
hah cant w8 for training this wed as well!
busybusybusy! bye lovers, x

2011-11-14T18:48:00.003+08:00

probably, possibly, perhaps.
had been really wordy and bloggy nowadays,
thats why sad people does? actually im not totally at the
emo at one corner stage yet and i doubt i'll go to that stage.
so yeah, haha i myself dont know myself well.
its not that im distancing myself from people or what.
its just that now, im not taking initative, im not initating.
& i not gonna initate. &probably i had this thinking,
whoever is close to h8er will get blacklisted haha.
soooo, slmd is the first one well, more to come :)

2011-11-14T13:36:00.003+08:00

FRIENDS.
used to be the one that think this f/s is so effing impt to me.
swore to be always there for them when they needed me.
but where are they when i needed them? doesnt matter.
used to think that trusting to them will gain their trust.
nope, didnt work this way just my wilful and foolish thinking.
wanna be real to them so they'll do the same, nope it doesnt work like that.
Not saying im the most perfect friend anyone could ever find.
not saying that im the one that actually cherish f/s the most.
its just not all the time when people give in they gain what they gave as well.
my friends, knw i h8ed -.- used it on me i tell myself i'll h8 her forever.
initiating and talking to her? impossible not putting down ego or face its not.
not pride. i believe i'll be happy this way soon. like real soon.
were once so close be it r/s or f/s everything will end the same
stranger, its funny how it works. friendsforever, bff all bullshits.
im not happy right now i miss you guys, so what i'll be happy soon real soon.

2011-11-11T11:32:00.001+08:00

miss this lil cutie here so bad.
i wonder what's he doing now at UNACAS probably runnning
around the climb or climbing like some lil monkey.
hahha, so qt. i miss them so bad. :(

2011-11-11T08:28:00.003+08:00

here are some of my favourite pictures taken from cambodia.
i miss that space soooo much :')
really happy that 2weeks. i really want to meet up with the 2 girls soon.
&hopefully next year to get back to that space.
sigh $ is such a bother.... k im happier now hehe.
i miss my long fringe so bad.
bye lovers, x

2011-11-10T21:38:00.002+08:00

hi, i hope im really feeling btr now.
i believe being optimistic is the key to fight all these shits.

2011-11-10T12:08:00.004+08:00

hi cheesepies, ive been really down nowadays.
so i think if people did follow me on twitter
they'll be like ''knn so emo feel like unfollowing that bicth''
but im glad you guys didnt like unfollow me thou haha.
well, i'm going to get myself out from all these bullshits.
like srsly, what can they do to me?
why am i so affected when its actually nthg.
Like what wl say,
"tough times don't last, tough man do.
Why retaliate when they aint using the proper channel?
you will end up battered and torn. Clever people triumph by not entertaining
those ill remarks."
i better do buck up and live my life happily, loving myself.
if i really do overcome all these, i've really grew up. ha
bye lovers, ☺❤

2011-11-09T11:13:00.004+08:00

i need more time, these 2weeks hasnt been really nice to me.
well, i came to accept the fact that people do come and go easily.
yep. They do so why bother trying to let them stay by me.
Why do i even bother i believe it still in the midst of anger. hah
wl, you have been a gr8 help yesterday when im feeling shitty and all.
thanks alot old man :) like eating a cheesepie and saying cheese to the china made iphone uh ha. bye lovers x

2011-10-28T10:18:00.003+08:00

deleting it to be less offensive :)

2011-10-28T10:05:00.003+08:00

so i'm having difficulties to upload photos &idk why.
hopefully i can get to post this haha.
so now im damn bored in class and bored.
haha so, i gonna blog about ystd.
&i swear going out in big group sucks.
dificult to satisfy and organise everybody althought there's only 10 of us.
like srsly la, everything was going smooth until people start
'getting tired' & flaring up and shit like that.
i always flare up damn easily nowadays.
its probably cause of my phone?
ahhh i btr stop blaming and starting repenting.

2011-10-21T17:57:00.003+08:00

A new term.
well, eg1 was bad enough but i endured it and now eg2.
eltech was bad enough and now here comes mechanics
its like lvl2 of eltech a higher lvl of physics zzz gosh.
engineering materials is worst enough alr now eltechnology
which is worst cause it had nth to do with maths its mostly
memorizing and chemistry like shit.
why would i engineering need this kind of
electrons, protons and neutrons shit knowledge?
can die in this course, really regretted i sw3ar for not gg rp
management courses urgh!
&yep here's a pic of 'bangs-a-sad-meiling' face hahah.
sad, in this schl course and all i wont be happy at all lor,
just a lonely emo nemo.

kkkkk enoughhhh baiiiizxc *waves

2011-10-07T11:22:00.003+08:00

currently at lcy's house, back in sg.
sooo yep things are going fine for me except for the part
that my gpa sucks and the fact that school is gonna strt soon.
soo other than that things are okay for me hopefully.
except for some srsly bth seebey guairuan friends i guess.
had been playing audition sooo much nowadays that i thought im addicted to it.
well 2weeks back or so im in cambodia and its a really gr8 experience.
even the 'party' at night with tiko is soooo cute
and its like the most enjoyable 'club' ever ever ever.
never had the same feeling ever again even if the dj's playng the same music.
its just so damn different there. Well, if you have the chance to meet me or what
my topic with you would be cambodia and cambodia and cambodia nthg else.
this is how crazy i am right now. & i hope i will still be so enthu next yr or so.
really apologise for this wordy post i just need to talk so much
so so so so so much. bye pics to be up ltr or smthg :)
tc lovers, x

2011-08-30T21:59:00.002+08:00

i kissed a carebear.
still feeling miserable over what actually happened yesterday
& im still having hangover frm ytd.
damnnnnn!

well, i couldnt upload photos as the photo uploader thing isnt working.
guess i'll have to upload photos some other time!
i promise i will. yesterday was a blast!
icesk8in w cliques heheh love them so ;)
goodbye lovers. x

2011-08-29T11:45:00.003+08:00

welllll, so its holiday now!
i did mention it right? did i?
life have been fineee to me &here's what i do over the past few days.
28/08 -slacking@ lt's & heading to sw's to see choppy and prata ;)
27/08 -APSNvisit for pre-C.i.p trip:), tkdtraining & ph
26/08 -met lt gl & jl to get mah pay thanksluvvvv. Training aftr tht,
cannot rly rmb what happened on the 26th, but i rmbed playing alot w brendon.
hahah anyway,
ph was a funny one when such coincident stuff happened, hor lt hehe.
i think thats it i cannot rmb other alr alrightys hehe bye < 3

2011-08-23T22:45:00.007+08:00

cause i love you this big

was doing some song hunting in youtube,
and the title attracted me 'I Love You This Big'
&scottymccreery's voice is goddamnit gr8.
Also, he gave me it's feeling hahaha.
the way he present himself and esp the smile! hah.
had math paper on monday and yes
i definitely didnt do well, blame myself for playing soooo much.
eltech tmrw &im blogging here elohel hahaha.

hello look! was using lcy's lapppy& saw this pic of myself.
not bad quite skinny the arm WOOOO hahaha didnt know i can look so skinny
ITS REALLY ME! WOO. i think.... hehe
why'd i even put sorrows into my life like this?

2011-08-21T12:19:00.001+08:00

giving up is not the key,
done badly today. Train even harder
improvise tomorrow. It will be a better day
if things goes wrong face it,
i thank god that i can wake up and face another day.

2011-08-19T13:42:00.003+08:00

swimming w broooo,
it was a fantastic one. i kinda master the froggy style swimming.
still wasnt up to standard but i'll master
swimming and become a dolphin someday haha.
oh ya, watched 'on the fringe2' from chnl8 its really
some show man, too much hahaha.
hols are coming just gonna overcome math and eltech all tz bes to me hehe.
had been real hot-tempered nowadays hence i've decided to
be a vegeterian for 1 month or so, hope it works :)
hi i've blogged lcy HAHA.

2011-08-14T15:34:00.006+08:00

gonna blog more frequently and not be so lazy although its goddamn boring
but this lcy likes to read it sooo much
(i srsly wonder why) hehe
so i had real fun w mates over the past few days
esp national day. other than that life's boring like a bitch.
nthg to be updated about. justtttt, nthg much. hahha okeh buhbyee.
only uploaded some of my fav pics.

2011-07-29T11:18:00.002+08:00

F.R.I.E.N Went out and prolly 'had fun' w liting and sw.
hahah, really hope i can meet up with you guys soon.
And endure all these shit. I can one right? yeppp ;)
*self encouagement that's what lonelyforever ppl do haha.

2011-07-26T16:26:00.006+08:00

heart skipped a beat
i'm struggling hard w the f*cked up powerpoints.
with the f*cked up projs. &im at the edge of failing
this module. Thing's aint gonna be easy pesy for me alr.

Look at all my ZITS and tell me how stress i am.
however come to think of it things isnt that bad aftrall

cause there's things i can look forward to! ^^^^ like the cambodia trip!
hahhah so excited cause it seem really fun thouuuu.
apart from schoool works and upcoming deadlines,
life seem pretty fine to me. hahah that explains the smile on the pic hahah.
when life seem bad for you think on the bright side to overcome the bad ones.
okehhhhh, im done here gudbyez luvvvv.

2011-07-20T12:52:00.002+08:00

i receive an email that im accepted for the cambodia trip!
yayness, happy likea dude hehe.
i mean like the amount of people that applied for it is..
quite alot and i didnt expect that! heh.
i was just basically 'trying my luck'
&yeah! jackpot! hahah. feeling good :)
but not w those zit on my face :/

2011-07-18T10:12:00.001+08:00

i miss this space.

2011-07-06T14:21:00.002+08:00

slumbers.

Stayovr multiple times, had fun tgt played tgt.

i miss those time althou its not really long time back.

ytd was supposingly to be with lcy but she headed out

for supper and i dont have a slipper of my size therefore

i had to stay in instead. played w meimei thou haha bet she's

feeling miserable sleeping at mattress w me instead of her comfy bed haha

my apologies really appreciate that thou :) lcy as well hehe.

gonna study for engineering materials for this few days nxt

monday got restest all da bez lml! wooo

byebyebyebye.

2011-07-04T16:08:00.001+08:00

god is fair... god is fair, not......

2011-07-04T15:57:00.002+08:00

to those that are dead boread in class and doesnt have anyfriend.
therefore resulting in taking picture alone.
that's kinda.... pathethic oh well.
today was okay nth special happened.
oh i feel like a secondary school kid again
however w/o clique people knowing and uniform.
i miss secondary schoool.
and there's no youth day for me so shad i'm still a kid. :(

2011-06-30T09:40:00.003+08:00

IS module.
toodles peeps, im currently bored likea dog in school.
dread of school and everything but its alr thurs sooooo!
its gr8 cause its gonna be weekend sooonnn hehee ^^^^
i rlyyyyy h8 this malay guy in my class stilllll althou he isnt blond anymore. zz
had been ages since ive blogged im busy, cant blame on the boss!
wellll, okeh then tht's alllll :) byez!
i wish i were shorter :l

2011-05-31T10:17:00.001+08:00

TEDDDD.

dread of schooooool :(

2011-05-29T17:44:00.006+08:00

hi today is the most fucked up day ever. Today,
i told my mum i'm not going for blackbelt grading,
passed her $150 back and she's like why? you FAIL ISIT.
wtf, i never even take mock okay, and I FAILED.
my fault for mishandling my phone so i didn't go for grading to save
up for my phone instead isn't it BETTER?!
yahhhhhh, wtvv doesnt matter if i go for it or NOT.
it's total bullshit. Frankly, i didn't even have a fucking chance to take
the fucking mockgrading. i didn't even have a stand there.
i'm like a fucking nobody that is fucking useless.
nonetheless, went orchard wanting to get an iphone.
&there's no fucking stock and the queue is fucking long,
so what queue up for NOTHING? that's like a waste of time isnt it?
and the person fucking say he dk when will there be stocks.
SO I DIDNT FUCKING ASK HIM WHEN THE STOCK IS CMG.
brainless or what. like seriously?!
i'm not blaming i'm really not, i'm just ranting.
deep down i luv my mom i really do.

2011-05-29T10:43:00.003+08:00

it's funny how every one of us accommodated with one another
instead of going to posh places to meet up
whole load of us agreed with NYP although it's far
from all of our house, i mean where can we find such friends.
and even when you're in the wrong they apologised not bcuz
they're afraid but instead they don't wanna spoil the friendship and make thing sour.
they're just so sweet aren't theyyyyyyy :')
although we cannot meetup everyday like we used to,
i hope these kinda random meetups still exist even when we're in yr 2, 3.
i'm so glad just so glad to have you guys as my friend!
i miss you guyyyys so badly k.

2011-05-28T13:29:00.002+08:00

when the others come ovr ytd
still have ample pics to be uploaded but it's alr up in fb !
i really miss classmates alot 5/1. i dont Ex- classmates.
cause i still treat them as my classmates still cannot really accept the new ones.
although some others are nice i' guess? heh toodles.

2011-05-27T15:53:00.002+08:00

Currently @Nyp to meet lcy & corny hehhe,

it's fantastic to think tht peiqi and ziqi is heading ovr soon! :)\

&alsooooooo, yuenyi is heading ovr as well despite her dragon boat, awww

Cheekit is present as well! haha yolanda is likea happy girl for nwww hahhaa.

more pics to be uploaded ltr i'd guess heh.

2011-05-21T23:59:00.001+08:00

boogeyyyyy around with wy's polaroid hahha so cute.
the films are sure expensive! but for the memory it's worth it :)
i really really must be more filial to my parents.
thinking about schl on monday, hell :(
okkkkkkjjjjj. viwawa-ing w jas&co. heheh so cute.

2011-05-21T09:25:00.002+08:00